Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Are your deepest desires, your unspoken wishes merely selfish sentiment ?

What happens when you listen to your heart of hearts? Are your deepest desires, your unspoken wishes merely selfish sentiment, or is fate directing you along the way? The emotion that motivates us, lurking in our subconscious, sometimes controlled, sometimes uncontrollable, often questioned, ever-present: if that desire is followed, whatever the final outcome, was it just a series of emotional choices or could it mean something more?

Call me romantic, call me foolish, I choose to believe that we are all just part of a great big tapestry, individual threads plied, dyed, racked and spindled, intricately woven together, designed by a swell of emotion, a turn of circumstance, a reaction to our surroundings, all for a purpose we cannot understand.

Your thread sometimes intertwines with darkness, sometimes with light, it may become enmeshed in an endless circle of night then further along slide into a moment of blue skies or bump down a rocky road, your thread will run through many different pictures; each thread has its path, each is an integral part of the tapestry, each thread is bound by many others.

Who is in charge of the weaving? That is an age old question.

Does anyone know what the final picture will be? Maybe we can catch glimpses but its entire breadth and scope seems beyond our perception.

Can we change the pattern? Possibly. Great artists are often directed by the color, the feel of their material. We may be able to influence the overall design to some degree; but then there are so many threads, so many desires, ultimately the final creation will be a joining of all the threads into a brilliant design. The individual thread is nothing much, nothing but an essential part of the whole.

My thread has run through the darkness and into light. Thinking of you now being woven next to me has caused this realization. Knowing that to reach you I first had to go somewhere that I didn't want to be gives me great strength and purpose, it enables me to recognize the good and true; for that I am grateful. Now my part of the weave will be tighter, stronger, more supportive.

Our threads have crossed before in a pattern I can't quite discern. I want to believe that was part of the bigger picture; that we were meant to touch and become aware of each other so that the next time we met it would mean something more.


4 comments:

Daisy Soap Girl said...

More food for thought. All the people that we meet were supposed to come into our lives for some reason or another. Wish I could expand on this thought but time is not permitting me to.

Anonymous said...

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Max said...

Hey Beth!

:D

First of all, I would like to thank you for having dropped by my blog: know that you are extremely welcome there :D!

Now, about this most interesting post: I also believe that we are small threads of a big tapestry. Who is in charge of the weaving? The Creator, the Big Designer, who oversees the work of the weavers (the Angels).

The final picture...well, there has been a lot of theories; but I don't think that we really know how it will be like.

We are all here for One Purpose, that only He knows for sure, and we can sense only (i.e. deep down we know what that purpose is, but our Ego doesn't let it surface).

Excellent article, Beth...congratulations :D!

Cheers

Ayngel said...

What a lovely thought, words too are a tapestry. A skilled writer can weave words together to form an image in the same way. You are a very skilled writer.

Thanks for adding me.